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Hmm.. Someone changed my profile pic from my cat to some dude.. Weird..

Boy this is going to be a crappy christmas..We just found out no X-mas Bonuses this year.. which is what I do ALL my x-mas shopping with..I have nothing saved. How the hell am I supposed to get anything this year...On top of that we found out at least 12 people will be laid off after the first of the year.. I am pretty sure my job is secure I am the only FULL time customer service person and teh Ast. Manager and I am pretty sure damien will be ok, he has been here in shipping for 6 years.. But we will have no christmas this year..

What a crappy way to start off a weekend..

Why is my mom like she is?

Now I love my mom, But she can go off the handle for no reason.. last week I asked for to borrow $300 , It is for a Fireplace we are putting in our apartment..we have $400 saved we are just short the $300, last Thursday it was fine, I told her it would be paid back within 3 months at the most.. Now today I ask her if she can get the money and she give's me a hard time..

Ok I understand your busy today but how about tommrow we are planning on putting it in this weekend.. Then she goes on a rant about everything and anything that has nothing to do with borrowing the money.. I just can't take this shit.. Its driving me nuts! How did I skip the crazy gene in my family.. Now she's threatening to raise our rent and blah blah blah.. I know her, she will calm down and it will be fine, But Why throw everything you ever do for a person back in their face when you have a disagreement.. I mean it's just not fair!

I'm 28 she has to let me live my life and I have to learn not to give a shit when things like this happens, but I can't. It's just not in my nature..

It just kills me, We were fine, I even told her I don't want to fight about this it's dumb..

But Now she's pissed.. So who knows what will happen...

SIGH .. The life of living upstairs from your mother who again I love dearly but can be a little nutty sometimes!

Just getting it all out so I can do some work....

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Work just stinks right now.. I have no coverage. It's Summer and I usally take a day or two off in the summer to do something during the day.. Which I can't do .. I am my department and I have no coverage.. then they take away the 1 person who can help me.. I mean it's not crazy busy right now and I can handle most of it.. But It would still be nice to know they are working on something to help me out.. I feel real taken advantage of today.. I see co-workers in other departments taking 2 and 3 days off or even a half day and I feel I can't .. Hell I even have a plane ticket from Christmas from that my job gave me that I can't even use.. I really have no where to go right now anyway.. But its just seems to be all piling up on me today and I feel a little down.. I know it will get better and I wont be the only one forever.. It just sucks right now..

ok.. Off to finish my work just wanted to get a little of this off my chest

ok.. So here's the story..

My Brothers Father my Mom;s Ex-Husband is the biggest scum bag on the face of the planet.. Trust me, this is the man who went to jail for getting my 15 year old friend pregant but that is another post in itself, Anyway my Brothers Grandmother , his Mother passed away about a month ago and Ron (my brother) found out she left him $67,000 is a life insurance policy she took out at work. Now my Brother is 20 but he is more on the mentality of 15-16 he has ADHD and is a little behind. So his father told him he had to give them(being him and his wife) $50,000 of his money to pay off the house because " Someday it will be his" That is Crap! Luckly he opened his mouth and told us, Because his dad would have gotten away with all his money, there is no need for ron to pay off their house because they dont work. that is complete shit! and I am so glad he told my mom, so we talked to him and told him That money was left to Him, By his grandmother not his father, If she wanted his dad to have it she would have put it in his name not his and he was not obligated to pay off their house , he does not even live there! He lives downstairs with my mom! So luckily he listened to all of us, even damien was telling him dont do it.. and he told his father he decided to wanted to keep it for his future, as he should. His scumbag father calls and screams at him over and over, even at his work.. That is crazy.. Then had his wife call up and try to guilt him into it.. saying "you know if you do this, your dad will never speak to you again for the rest of your life" .. What Scum.. They got at least $35,000 of their own.. What Scum to try to take advantage of your son who you know if not all there mentally.. ARRRRR!!! I really hate them. Luckily My mom used to work at the same place his grandmother did, called up and told them the situation, They know how his dad is so they gae my mom the life insurance number they called up, had the check stopped at his fathers and they are sending him a new check within 5-7 days at my moms, where he lives! Yea!! He is going to put $50,000 away in a CD that he cannot touch until he is 25, (his own idea which is great!) and keep the rest in his account. If he plays his money right he will never have to worry about anything at all! So a happy ending but Annoying that they would try that in the first place..

Today is so much better then yesterday.. except that work is still quiet and boring..but when november rolls around I will be begging for the quiet so I'm not complaing 1 bit! I have a semi busy month, Lets see I had something planned last saturday, this saturday,the saturday after that, and then that next sunday is the American Idol Live 2008 concert! yea!! I can't wait. I heard it is great this year. me and my mom went last year and have decided to go every year if we can.. so that means a whole day of outlet shopping then the concert.. should be fun.. well thats about it for today.. it is a much better day then yesterday. No one is mad at me today. Which is always helpful..

and Jamey brought me a ice cream cone (Drumstick)back on his break .. Yea Ice Cream!!!

boy does it suck to wake up to a flat tire! I knew there was a nail in the tire for about a month of so, however the tire never deflated so I figured I had some time.. I honestly forgot to call about it for awhile and was going to call and have it fixed today while i was at work. Unfortantly it decided it was done this morning before work and I had to go get it plugged before we could go anywhere.. Unfortantly since I held off on calling about the tire or forgot to call.. its all my fault and I honestly have no clue if damien is even talking to me..He has not since I mentioned "It;s not fair to blame it all on me" when will I learn to just keep my mouth shut and things will be fine? I think he is not that mad.. but I cant be sure as he has not said 2 words to me today..


Arrr!! Why are guys such babies sometimes!!

amd to top it off work is sooo slow im slowly dying of bordom!!

** Edit**
Oh Yeah is he mad at me.. For what exactly I have no clue and probably wont find out because later he will probably just be fine and not even tell me what the hell it was that I did.. I am in for a fun night tonight,,

I never really wrote anything in my personal journal I pretty much sighned up so I could comment and read other peoples. I have decided to start using this as it should be used,, as a journal.. I really do not have many friends in my list.. so if the stuff I write is boring please forgive me.. it's really just for me to get things out..

Lately I am getting that feeling that I want a baby of my own..I would rather be married before but me and damien are pratically married without the ring, I mean we have been together 7 years.. 8 next march,live together.. I think I will probably end up waiting another year, 2 at the most before I really get pregant, But I am so worried it will never happen.I love kids,I am great with them and I know I will be a great mom someday.. But I had to choose the guy who avoids marriage and if we go at the pace we are at now it will never happen..I am just over worrying I know.. But these are the things I think of and have noone to tell.. Someday I want to be secure in knowing I will have a family of my own. I know it will happen someday..But im already 28 and really want a baby before I turn 30..

ok I guess that is enough worries for now. I should stop worrying about the future and consentrate on the Present..

Hi All!

I am participating in the JDRF walk this year, I babysit for a 8 year old boy who was recently diagnosed and would like all the support I can get! hAVING Diabetes and being only 8 years old is very hard, esp. When youR 2 brothers can have things you can not. This kid is amazing and I would appreciate anything anyone can donate .. Every little bit Helps! If you are interested in donating anything or learning more about the cause.. Here is my Fundraiser page below! Thank you in advance for anyone who donates!!

Shelly


http://walk.jdrf.org/index.cfm?fuseaction=extranet.personalpage&confirmid=87025146

Yes I know this is Pathetic but..

HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO ME!!! Today I am 27 years old! Yea!!!

Ok that is All

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Road Rage is a very bad thing. I witnessed this first hand yesterday in my own car. My boyfriend oh how I love him, has the worst road rage known to man. Now he had every right to be pissed off, we are on the thruway driving home, and a old SUV looking car is on the entrance trying to get on, and a Semi is on the other side of us, so we can not move over, the SUV looking car had plenty of time to wait for us to pass so he could move over safely,but this ass thought who the hell are we and moved over in the lane anyway almost sideswipping us in the process,So my boyfriend slams on the brakes, we skid a little, he yells at the guy,who in turn gives Us the Finger, Yes us! When we were in the right, well this seriously pisses off my boyfriend and he is like " Im following this asshole home!" so I think ok he does'nt mean this as I only know the way home from a certain exit and after we pass our normal exit I have no clue how to get home or where it will leave us off. So we pass our normal exit, I try to talk sence into my boyfriend,saying they are not worth it, They call the cops, Im not sure how to get home after this exit.. So he calms down a little and gets off at the next exit which luckly was not too far from where we lived, it did take us 10 minutes to find our way back but not too bad I guess. I understand Fully why my boyfriend was so pissed, but sometimes people like that are not worth the trouble it takes to kick their ass. I'm just gald he calmed down and we did not really follow that asshole all the way home and got ourselves lost. Ok my after work adventure story is over now. Hopefully nothing like that will ever happen again!

Yea!!! I got promoted to Assistant Manager at my job! I have been here a little less them a year!! I love my job, never have I been recognized before this job! Even though I always do my best!! Yea!!! I am soo excited!!!

Happy Birthday To Me!!!!

Today I am 26!!